and I have still been able to spend quality time with Sadie (although she does seem to have fallen head over heels for her nana - my mum!)
I think the school have been pleased with my work and Donna asked me if I wanted to teach in reception (4 rising 5) with her in September when her current parallel teacher goes on maternity leave. I have accepted the job on a part time basis and I will be teaching three days a week) I have such mixed feelings about it. So it'll have to be a pros and cons list!
Pros:
-Working with Donna (she's amazing, I can't wait to see more of her, she and I have a very similar outlook on early years education)
-Income! On my real pay grade! (Although I doubt it will stop Marc from worrying non-stop!)
-Making more of the time I have off (especially if I can arrange my days well)
-Maybe trying for baby #3 so I can get some mat leave rather than living off our savings?
-feeling more like I belong on this Island off an island?
-doing something that I once thought I was quite good at.
-keeping a hand in with my career. These girlies will one day up and leave me so it will be good to have something to bury myself in when empty-nest syndrome kicks in.
Cons:
-working. Working is definaty a con
-being away from my Sadie Lu and missing out on drop off /pick up.
-sucking. A nagging worry at the back of my head! What if I majorly disappoint these people who think I am going to be good addition to their team?
-working with Donna... I know this was a pro too but I am so worried about what potential harm this could do to our friendship.
But regardless of this list, I will be doing the job and I am just going to have to try hard to balance life properly, and work as hard as I can when I am in school. Sigh, I am exhausted just thinking of it!




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